i couldn't care any less

the truth is...i can't get my mind off those things.sometimes you have to understand that you are going to face so much things..i mean dreadful things in your life.>eh,lawa la pulak tulisan italic ni.

i mean..throwing tantrums at the age like that?come onnn! i'll never do that eventhough i'm now at the age of where being rebellious is normal..


i am furious,angry,mad,pissed off,disgusted,disappointed.. can you add any more synonyms to that?never i felt that i wanted a real role model more than i do right now.

i have to have a getaway right now so that i won't get knocked off the chair once again!i can feel the pressure now...eh weyhh,aku ade darah tinggi ke?ayamak!mati cepat ni..xsempat kawen.kecewa lah die!huhu...

okay...i just need some time off these pressure,i need peace and tranquility,i need reassurance, i need you, i need them, i need..whatever for me to be normal again.

p/s:i don't want to be loved that much,because i'm not used to it.please understand.