it's not easy to be me

it's ramadhan al-mubarak..fasting is a must.soo..updates updates.not so much,i'm home now..fiinallyy!a lil' bit early from expected.heheh~for some reasons and concern for my safety.haha!no lahh..its just that there's been a guy or gal maybe in the hostel.dun know who lah..main tutup tutup lampu bilik aku pulak~scarryy.he/she even tutup lampu the corridor..damn!saje nak buat org trauma.i know u are human..dun act like ur a ghost..huh!thenn..when i felt insecure of living alone..go pindah bilik bawah la with the mpp's mary and saleha.hv so much fun with them..atleast ade org jugak nak bercakap kalau takboleh tido and no one to text since mr.E always tido awal now,bestfriends smua busy..haha!

i have lots to do this month...currently being a member of information bureau..cehceh..poyo je bunyik!i hv to make a webpage,with other two friends,be a reporter cum journalist for mpp newspaper,get that SIEP report and presentation done,work part time lagi..maybe..tak kot.penaattt~hang out berbuka with longlost bestfriends...wink wink!

i miss E..please be there this september.i wont plan a thing this time...i just want you to be there please..

got a wedding going on tis october..malassss nak pegi..but what to do..the person's half is mine and i hv to support in whatever the person do.yes i HAVE to be two-faced this time..my MOST sincere two-face.

thats all kot..takde planner,fon pun cikai je..nak jot down kat buku malass~so if i ever goin to forgot all these,bukak blog and view older post jelah.hahahah!

p/s~my notebook is getting old and i want a new phone.

they..whom worked hard

I've been seeing a lot of stress lately..from friends especially.i mean stress passed on from friends to friends.
So i've been working with these group of people. They're hardworking ppl..really work their asses off for everyone's benefit. They try to make ends meet to live up thru expectation from all those people whom look up to them.

However...the moment these hard-asses open their mouth to voice out some answers or opinions that may be taken into considerations of the people around whom kept asking and repeating the same questions over and over again with some silly jokes here and there...BAMM!

They've got slammed by all those critiques non-stop like a machine gun or somethg~ yea maybe one or two whom tried to calm things down a notch, but still..it's just creating hate and disgust,speculations,pessimism all those negative shits..bla blah blah~

Dun like that lah macha..if u ignite the sparks,deal with the fire lah. If the other party nak maki hamun kau,jangan lah balas dgn maki hamun jugak..cuba belajar to handle things with some manners and professionality without being influenced by self-emotion.i know its hard,even me myself can't do it..but this is how you shall deal with those people who dun treat you as they should.with some reverse-psychology along the way.ahahah!

Thankgod these people whom worked hard does not work for money..they work for people,for the sake of human rights and to improve the image of their council.

This is from my own perspective,not yours..everyone have the rights to say anything and of course, the utmost appreciation to my BLOG for having me here! Now i'm releived,thank you.haha!macam speech siot~

p/s~you yang kat hotel sane tu jangan nak work hard sangat.missing you<3<3

Silly Lily

Kadang kadang jadi silly kejap terase best pule.ahahah!i am being one silly girl in the last post,but you can't blame it entirely on me..sebab sebab...time tu tgh mengantuk gileee punye okay~hehee..i didnt noticed that i customized the fonts to white colour,pastu marah marah sbb post semua hilang (tidak menonjolkan diri diatas template).ngeeeee~

tis is 4years old me..haha!

So now i'm working on this other blog for a company that i'm working with now..get it??not that busy lah...other things that i do?ahemm..every morning or every evening i have to go to agropark to take growth measurements of the babies there.when i have free time i edited the company's blog.when i have free-er time,i edited my own blog and spend time with the busiest friend on earth-Mr.Fert.other-er things that i do is being a special force or something like that for this MPP thing at my campus.the bossy Mr.Fert didn't even asked me first to be one of his "minutesmen" in the upcoming meeting.it just happen to be like the -i HAVE TO help him- situation.oh fert,i am not complaining tau..i love typing,typing is my thing!bleghhh~makesure u belanje me pizza nanti okay!

Now,i am reallly hungry.lepas maghrib jom ngap ngap!that's all for now peeps..XOXO to Mr.E.love youu!

HOW COME???

is it just me or the blog posts had mysteriously disappeared?what the hell man,i've just edited you,kasi kau cantik cantik segala...kau hilang mane hah?oh whatever,i'm just too tired already..besok besok jelah i'll check you out okay?sorry baby if i accidentally deleted some parts of you...blegh,go to sleep.nite...~_~

about them and us

It's exciting to see love is all around

But too much care would sometimes left us wondering

If these will lasts or the other way round

So let's just pray for the best

And accept what's destined for us

p/s:~i love you!

leaving hometown

heading to the kelantan home tomorrow doing basically nothing..dammitt!why the hell lah tak bagitau aku awal2 the project had been postponed?hisyy..nevermind.naseb tiket dah book ape sume.but i will sooo goin to be bored to death lah wey..the library bukak tak cuti2 ni?hope so,because i am goin to be the most loyal faces yg dok kat library tu hari2.uughhhh!

one more thing..i am so proud of my nenek today.why?let only me know why.she is the most forgiving person that i ever known.fara sayang wan!

days of work

tamatlah sudah my days of work kat jusco tu yesterday.it's 2a.m and  i can't sleep.so i've decided to update the spider-webbed blog..sorry u,i mls nak update u kalau balik keje pun dah tgh mlm kan,letih bebeno nak menaip.type msj kat fon sudah..hihik~

sooo...whats up?been working for 1month and cannot enjoy the gaji beause have to use the gaji for food and topup at kelantan until my next ptptn pay or until someone baik hati to belanja me or until terbukak hati the parents nak bagi pocket money ke ape lah kann.huh..
been workin my ass off..3weeks straight without offday,then i got so sick,can't barely walk..demam terus kau!then baik demam,vow takmau cuti lagi..so rugi one kalau tak msuk keje.xdpt tgk drama.ahahah!kiddin..i just want as much money i could get. and yes, that store got too much drama..from drag queen drama to the balai polis drama.so faaannniiii one!anway,i didnt get to bid farewell to the manager because he storms out sarcastically for we made so much noise snap2 gambar outside his office.ahahah!annoyed much mister?

theres the time you have to be responsible for what you have done and for what you have done dear sir, you lose so much respect that comes from your dedicated employees.i am so sorry that you are blinded by the one you think is the most dedicated and to whom it may concern, please learn how to express yourself better..dont intimidate others just to impress the superior!yes, i am the one who spread things around but i am no liar..face it girl!respect others if you want to be respected.got it you two?duhh~budak2 betul!

okay,so much for the office talk..ngee~cukup tu.i hope miss adam,abg jasni,si rozana,kakak2 ija,sofia,yanti,ieyza and si ida tu berbahagie lah keje disitu ye.dah xramai cstomer tu jgn carik idea baru nak gaduh lagi pulak.haha!org balai pun xlarat nak denga cite korg lah..^_^Y

will be departing for kelantan on monday morning..i will going to be the most insane person on earth kat sane without my friends around.but the best part is..will going to be the most active member of facebook and blogger.haha!till then...you know i love you..xoxo~

sunrise from my previous flight view