Showing posts with label upset. Show all posts
Showing posts with label upset. Show all posts
April 21, 2012
Undefine
I hate this part. The part where everything seems to be very wrong. You never thought the person that you barely even knew could cause so much trouble in your life. Not to say trouble,but more to a nuisance. I really wanted to be alone right now, and when i say alone, that means without you and anything that has got to do with you in it. So please stop, you are too much now, i don't want to be a part of your life anymore. It's never too hard for me to banish anyone in my life, and that applies to you too. But you have some kind of connection that's keeping me from letting you be punished you see. Don't get me wrong, you are a good person indeed, but when it comes to this type of problem, believe me, you do not want to mess with me. I really cannot do anything much right now, but when it's time, you will know that this side of me actually exists. I'm going to play along now, see when i will finally unable to endure all this shits. And when the time comes, you'll see.
March 03, 2012
Life Updates
P/S-This is a very long post
It has been 2weeks since my last post. And so does my intership. FRIM was okay,makes me walk even more and do not have to complain about it. My bike had tayar pancit after a few days. Tak ada pam,so have to walk everyday.haha!The accomodation was poor.A staff told me that the house were meant to be demolished. As soon as we settled down there,we discovered ada tengkorak tikus dalam kolam air bilik mandi!Bukan 1 tapi DUA!Got one of the staff there helped us to clean the bilik mandi. In the mean time,the 4 of us were using the toilet to bathe and sheesheee or poopoo.Pagi jela share 4org,tak lama mana pun nak tunggu giliran.haha!
We've been cooking rice and eat bread or do whichever falls in fast and convenient food category.Nothing much to do,we have no TV nor internet connection,except for the office building.But its fine for me,we can stroll down the waterfall or watch some moviemakers or wedding photoshoots. Our house were located near the streams and river, and I always wanted to stop by on my way back from work to watch the fishes in the water swimming freely.
The joggers will come as early as 6.30 in the morning,the time when i woke up everyday.tengah hari pun ada org jog tau,surprisingly. I think because of the weather here,it was not too warm and matahari pun takdelah terik mana,pokok hutan semua besar besar!Bagus untuk jaga kulit.haha!
Didn't have the chance to do the canopy walk yet,but soon. With one of the eldest staff there,we would not have to pay a single cent.That staff were even born in FRIM,in his old family house,just beside my current house. We've been working on several projects for the time being. Be it leaf cuttings,stem cuttings or seeds, all of them requires monitoring after 1-2 weeks. Learned a lot, and now it's kinda bored when all you got to do is monitor the plant growth only. Maybe more projects to come,soon. Or maybe we should start on our businesss proposal to raise the nursery income, as my supervisor wanted. Yea, work sucks, I know.
Loans are out 4days ago, I wanted to buy so many things but just tahan dulu.haha!Got myself a reebok shoes during a sale so that i don't have to worry i will slip down the canopy walk, since i don't have any sports shoes.Sungguh memalukan,i know. Got E some-things also,he will be surprised. I wanted him here in KL,but he's just too busy.Hope to see him soon,maybe next week.Please please please,don't let me down!
Oh,i turned down the part-time job just now because of my bad bad flu. Am very disappointed i couldn't make it.that is easy money, i tell you! And i can't be more regretful. Maybe ada hikmahnye,bukan rezeki aku,sabarlah.Maybe i will apply for another tomorrow. My flu starts to react badly just last thursday and I felt very sick on friday that i have to take a leave. Sorry ,friends. And my celcom phone were lost-stolen. Lost because it was my fault that have left it inside the cab while looking for my purse to pay the cab. Stolen because when we tried to call the phone,at first it was ringing, but later it was off. So,confirm HILANG! It was the phone that E bought for me,so it has sentimental value to me. So mad at myself beacuse of my own careless-ness.Sorry E,love.
Tomorrow a long lost friend ask to meet me up, but i think i would have to turn him down. Have to rest at home before betul betul ready to go back to nature.haha!That's all for 2weeks update. Will catch up later peeps. XOXO
It has been 2weeks since my last post. And so does my intership. FRIM was okay,makes me walk even more and do not have to complain about it. My bike had tayar pancit after a few days. Tak ada pam,so have to walk everyday.haha!The accomodation was poor.A staff told me that the house were meant to be demolished. As soon as we settled down there,we discovered ada tengkorak tikus dalam kolam air bilik mandi!Bukan 1 tapi DUA!Got one of the staff there helped us to clean the bilik mandi. In the mean time,the 4 of us were using the toilet to bathe and sheesheee or poopoo.Pagi jela share 4org,tak lama mana pun nak tunggu giliran.haha!
We've been cooking rice and eat bread or do whichever falls in fast and convenient food category.Nothing much to do,we have no TV nor internet connection,except for the office building.But its fine for me,we can stroll down the waterfall or watch some moviemakers or wedding photoshoots. Our house were located near the streams and river, and I always wanted to stop by on my way back from work to watch the fishes in the water swimming freely.
The joggers will come as early as 6.30 in the morning,the time when i woke up everyday.tengah hari pun ada org jog tau,surprisingly. I think because of the weather here,it was not too warm and matahari pun takdelah terik mana,pokok hutan semua besar besar!Bagus untuk jaga kulit.haha!
Didn't have the chance to do the canopy walk yet,but soon. With one of the eldest staff there,we would not have to pay a single cent.That staff were even born in FRIM,in his old family house,just beside my current house. We've been working on several projects for the time being. Be it leaf cuttings,stem cuttings or seeds, all of them requires monitoring after 1-2 weeks. Learned a lot, and now it's kinda bored when all you got to do is monitor the plant growth only. Maybe more projects to come,soon. Or maybe we should start on our businesss proposal to raise the nursery income, as my supervisor wanted. Yea, work sucks, I know.
Loans are out 4days ago, I wanted to buy so many things but just tahan dulu.haha!Got myself a reebok shoes during a sale so that i don't have to worry i will slip down the canopy walk, since i don't have any sports shoes.Sungguh memalukan,i know. Got E some-things also,he will be surprised. I wanted him here in KL,but he's just too busy.Hope to see him soon,maybe next week.Please please please,don't let me down!
Oh,i turned down the part-time job just now because of my bad bad flu. Am very disappointed i couldn't make it.that is easy money, i tell you! And i can't be more regretful. Maybe ada hikmahnye,bukan rezeki aku,sabarlah.Maybe i will apply for another tomorrow. My flu starts to react badly just last thursday and I felt very sick on friday that i have to take a leave. Sorry ,friends. And my celcom phone were lost-stolen. Lost because it was my fault that have left it inside the cab while looking for my purse to pay the cab. Stolen because when we tried to call the phone,at first it was ringing, but later it was off. So,confirm HILANG! It was the phone that E bought for me,so it has sentimental value to me. So mad at myself beacuse of my own careless-ness.Sorry E,love.
Tomorrow a long lost friend ask to meet me up, but i think i would have to turn him down. Have to rest at home before betul betul ready to go back to nature.haha!That's all for 2weeks update. Will catch up later peeps. XOXO
January 30, 2012
its all about da money money money
Money has always been my problem. I always have to work for my money. I mean,trying to convince your parents to fork out some money because your savings are running low-is a work too rite?ngeee..=) No lah,it's always my fault because of my habits of overspending. I'm not good at handling money. You see,i had finally managed to get some amount of money last month,(READ last month!) from my previous work during the holidays actually,yes,that long!3months been waiting for the salary,finally i got it,and throw it somewhere in drain i think. Because i don't see it anymore anywhere near neither the account nor the wallet right now,when i badly terribly misses them. To make things worse,i only have the RM200 book voucher that i can't barely spend to anything other than the boring bookshops. No,i love books,i do! But i do love movies,sightseeing and windowshopping alot more. If only i could trade those vouchers into money..please tell me where i can do so!Please please please..aiseh,mengade ngade la budak ni kan. Tak sedau dek untong!Haha..to make things short,i just need some cash now untuk dijolikatakkan and only with money does the world goes round. If not,how the hell does those people from the past knew this world is round kan kan?mstila pakai duit banyakk woo untuk menyiasat perkara serius ini..LOL!Okay,banyak aku bebel,pasal duit je pun haih~menyampah la kau ni,pi tido jela.NITEE!
p/s-bila kayap beginilah padahnye =_=
p/s-bila kayap beginilah padahnye =_=
July 13, 2011
HOW COME???
is it just me or the blog posts had mysteriously disappeared?what the hell man,i've just edited you,kasi kau cantik cantik segala...kau hilang mane hah?oh whatever,i'm just too tired already..besok besok jelah i'll check you out okay?sorry baby if i accidentally deleted some parts of you...blegh,go to sleep.nite...~_~
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